out of all people, i never thought you'd be the mean one.
with your
thanks for giving me a crappy mood. guess this should be an experience for me to never trust you again? then help me GOOD GOD THANK YOU, thank you very much for telling me what a fvcking backstabber you are. just because you're a teenager doesn't mean that you can be beechy.
and don't you even feel a bit of shame when people know what an evil person you are? oh god i still can't believe you're the one! maybe people thought that you're just a pretty little sweet angel cause you make other people do your dirty work. excuse me, are you some kind of a queen or something? i don't remember anyone ever crowning you so that you could order other people around and do your stuff! so efffffffin sick of you. i guess the saying it's the quiet ones you have to look out for, people never plan a murder aloud is really really true.
why don't you enlighten me for a bit, cause i really don't know what the hell i did to you to make you loathe me so much. did i kill you in my past life? is this a stupid karma? or do you just simply think that you're far too good to be around people like me? then please, leave my life. you know what? i'll even send you to the door and set a red carpet for you! that's what you deserve, right? RIGHT?
WRONG, SO DAMN FVCKIN WRONG. you know what you deserve? to have a pile of nasty watery shit poured to your face and puke and fvkin throw you to smelly rotteny trashbin and have rats and cockroaches eat your damn face.
taking a moment to imagine it cause it's funny.
i don't know if this is a stupid fate or something, but i saw a picture which really really reminds me of you! in fact, first glance at the picture and all i can think of is you cause the contents of the picture is ohmygoddamn true. please just stretch out your stupid ugly hand and grab a mirror, and really look at yourself. are you even worthy of having friends? oh wait! this won't work on you CAUSE YOU'RE FVKING VAIN! it's okay to love yourself, but don't you think you're going a little too overboard? you think you're really pretty is it? you think you have the best clothes best face and best hair in the whole entire universe is it?
and when i think again, i feel like i'm really mean to be writing this about you. but then i think of your face and your stupid attitude, i realize that you're like 100 gazillion times meaner than me! so continuing...
how can you just forget? why do you even want to keep up with her shit? i'm not judging or anything, but OH MY GOD ARE YOU SERIOUS? i have a feeling that you knew, but you just don't want to think about it cause it makes you feel sad. guess what, sooner or later you'll fvckin face it. or are you happy and contented with the fakeness?
gonna stop ranting right now. i bet if i continued just a bit further, everyone's gonna know who you are, so...
wooh! took a baby chicken home today cause biologists at school can't bring it home, and they can't even leave it at school for the weekend cause there's nobody there and the little chickens might die from starvation? dehydration? i took home the black one, and it's really cute! dies inside. i don't even know what s/he's called so let's just call it chicken.
i left chicken downstairs cause it. just. can't. stop. chirping. do chickens even chirp? i mean like i can hear chirp chirp chirp every three seconds and it's driving me crazy! i gave chicken a lot of food and water for the night cause truthfully, i'm really scared it will die. i used to have a baby chicken too, but sadly it died :( so i'm really scared that this one will die too, cos it's not my chicken! how?!
plus, i'm home alone (not really alone, with kakaks but you know what i mean). mom's at Batam and dad's at jakarta. This is kinda weird, having the lights still on this late...
i have nothing else to say.
granted, today's not a good day but not every day's gonna be like this, right?
god i hope the quality of my life increase drastically soon, cause right now it sucks like snails on a rainy day.
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